| Been a while now, I nvr thot i will think back abt the past again. Just the last 30 mins pass by with me day dreaming abt my past. Happy, innocent, lucky and satisfied. No worries, just studies. Just you and me. How i met you, how we sms, how we msn, how we had dates, how we got together. The past 30 mins gave me happiness-showing much that my mind and soul is at peace, I smiled to myself. Could not rem everything or rather chose not to remember everything. Sat down on the sands, lie down on pure sands-No idea why we lie down w.o a mat, looking at the skies, clear full moon. Swings on the playground, walks that nvr seem to end. Moments of happiness and peace. Den it came, no idea which day it was, i was walking down as i grab your hands and said i'll love to take care of you for life. Flowers for you, sweet nothings being whispered, there's was this twinkle in your eyes that told me "I know you take care of me". after all that, i hold your hands, i look at your pretty little face, we walked silently knowing I've found the love of my life. I cannot remember much of the past but i can remember the moments which my subconscious reminds me. My mind tells me to forgive but i'll nvr forget. My actions tell me i hate but i forget. I'm very tired of such things, i dun see life that much interesting to such an extent anymore. Tears trickled, its all over now. All that has left is just pure memories. Good and Bad. Too much to bear till its too tired to think. Life has done me good, it's time to repay my gd life with sacrifices to people who needs it more than me. Eloi Eloi Lama Sacbathani-My lord, my lord, why have you forsaken me. My lord, you have nvr forsaken me. I've forsaken you. God bless and protect my love ones. She was and ever will be. My Lord, you will understand me more than anyone else. |
